憋在心里的话- 我不喜欢就是不喜欢，没办法！

每个人都有自己不喜欢的人，事或物。可能我这个人比较胆小，记性比较好，对一些人所做的事，并不是很感兴趣。尤其是在FB里，刊登一些恐怖的照片 （但也是真实的）。我就是不喜欢看，也不想被影响，我也不削一雇。我一直有一个疑问想问问那些家伙，当你们看到那些恐怖又血淋淋的照片时候，心里在想什么？是想要在FB里更加多人关注你自己？还是要把那些照片散播去得到一班粉丝？我真的猜不透，也不明白。那些恐怖的照片背后的含义是什么？吓人？让你看了不能入眠？还是引起大家的回响？

死小孩的人生！

以前我們不是都這樣過嗎？
家庭背景不富裕的我，看見父母辛苦的賺錢，養家糊口。為的不是我們子女的三餐溫飽？
如今的小孩真的太幸福了。

今天我面試了一名死小孩，真的把我給氣死！

I am a FooL!

I been looking a person who’s really, truly, and fully of love to loving me since I knowing The Love exiting in this world. I had been desperately, desirably and believably to the person in the way of perfection. I had been going through a few of experiences, trying hard to searching, scanning, and finding for someone I’m really belonging to. I had been dreaming, thinking, and looking the way to live, the way to feel that I am exit’s to this world.
But…
I couldn’t feel that I am here, righteous to this world. I couldn’t breathe, hardly to breathe when the early morning I sat on the toilet bowl; smoking and thinking what the hack I should do every damn whole day. I couldn’t tell the feeling to anyone, even my close friends. I’m shame if I told them and they’re feedback is ’Laughing’ at me.
So…
I rather choose to be silent. Pretending, ignoring, and denial find a solution to solve my “problems”. This is a “problems” to me? Isn’t “it” really bored me? I am keeping on asking myself. Seriously, it is not really a “problems” to me. But I couldn’t get it out of my mind. Maybe I am bored; keep on repeating the same foot step every single morning.
I can feel my neck is pain because of I didn’t sleep well. Almost every late night, I woke up from the bed for no reason. Am I under pressure? What pressure I having now? Something stupid ideas come out from my stupid mind. Somehow, am I too lonely? Horrible, terrible, and unbelievable to realise that I am lonely.
Lonely, it is a strong word for me. I don’t want to be, and I will not to be alone. Maybe, there was the reason I adopted a dog.